Projecting Eternity

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5th October 2009.

Spot in Blessing.

2009-10-02T15:08:00.004+08:00

P/s; I'm back from having a month of break. =}

Something that guided us; Turn out as friends,
Decorated flowers; Soothe our senses,
I picked up and observed; A new treasure,
And wanting the time; To last forever.

Unique melodic of your chortle carasses--
Twirling it's prickled stem betwixt my fingertips,
What places the pain yesterday with your kindness--
But now I felt the brush; In-between our lips.

"For you" is all I hear as you reach around pulling me closer.

I've created the most beautiful memories with you,
Although it's cliche- It's engraved on my soul forever.

Like air breeze- bringing a lock of my hair,
Towards your face,
With passion- you capture it with your hand,
Tuck it behind my ear.

Your chest is where I placed my face--
-Letting me hear your steady hearbeat.

Your aroma that's soothing my senses.

;Have you heard?

I love you! ;3

Happy 19th Birthday! ; Sweetie! ♥

2009-08-28T00:01:00.008+08:00

I purposely didn't post in between of 18~28 it's because I want this post to be right on top of our anniversary post! ;3!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST,
BELOVED SWEETHEART!

Hey! Guess what, I'm gonna wish all over again,
Just like how I did last year!

If you can't remember, it's okay!
Cuz I'm gonna do it once again right here!

P/s; I hope my spellings are alright! I'm gonna spell them in ROMAN LETTERS.
-So you can read them this time. ^^

NO WORRIES! As long that it's being done with love, I'm sure it's all okay!

Are you ready Sweetie?!
HERE WE GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Wait... let's start with Cantonese. *Cough cough! ;x*

3..
2..
1!!

Cantonese : Sun Yat Fai Lok!

Selamat Hari Jadi! : Malay

Japanese : Outanjou-bi Ome[o]detou Gozaimasu!

Suk San Wan Keyut! : Thai

Finnish : Hyvaa Syntyymapaivaa!

Buon Compleanno! : Italian

Hebrew : Yuom Hule'edet Same`ach!

Joyeux Anniversaire! : French

Spanish : Feliz Cumpleaos!

Van Harte Gefeliciteerd Met Je Verjaardag! : Dutch

Greek : Eytyyxismena Genethlia!

Vsechno Nejlepsii K Tvymm Narozeninam! : Czech

Russian : Pazdravliayu s Dniom Razhdjenia!

Tylikke Med` Fodselsdagen! : Danish

Swedish : Grattis Po Fodelsedagen!

Alles Gute Zum Geburtstag! : German

Hungarian : Isten Eltessen!

[Whoah I don't know how this one spells like] Qu Ni Sheng Er Kuai Le. : Mandarin

BR : Parabnns A Voc! Nesta Data Querida Muitas Felicidades E Muitos Anos De Vida.

Sretan Rodendann! : Croatian

Austrian : Ois Guade Winsch I Dia Zum G'buadsdog!

Sang Ngit Fai Lok! : Hokkien

Scottish Gaelic : Co Latha Breith Sona Dhuibh!

Aelles Guade Zom Bebordsdaach! : Saechsisch German

Indonesian : Selamat Ulang Tahun Lo!

Slamet Ulang Taun Moe! : Javanese

Norwegian : Gratulerer Med Dagen!

Tavalodett Mobarak! : Persian

Pinoy [LOL] : Maligayang Karawan Sa Iyo!

La Multi Anii! : Romanian

Tagalog : Maligayang Bati Sa Iyong Karawan!

Puttina Roju Shuubakankhsalu! : Telegu

Welsh : Penblwydd Hapus I Chi!

[Yep, sounds like Finnish] Dogum Gunun Kutlu Olsun! : Turkish

Slovak : Vsettko Najlepsie K Narodeninam!

Parabens! : Portuguese

Polish : Wszystkiego Najlepszego Z Okazji Urodzin.

Fortuna Dies Natalis! : Latin

Korean : Saeng-il Chuk Ha Ham Ni Da!

Arabic : Eid Milaad Saeed!

Yep, that's it...! =} All the languages that I know to wish in!

OH!
I forgot one more.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! : English

LOL! ;D

Now lemme sing for you virtually.. =P

Happy birthday to Hunn,
Happy birthday to Hunn,
Happy birthday to my Hubbii,
Happy birthday to YOU!

Whoops. Did the tune went wrong? LOL! ;p HA!

Here's a special poem for you, hey! It took me long to fix and write it!
Been keeping eversince last year. *u* [Yes it's THAT long!]

---------------------------------Special written♥Poem---------------------------------

I'm meant to be there; In Your Heart.

Again with heart-beating,
One feeling that stirrs my mind,
Somewhere that caught in between,
That's causing my sight to blind.

There's an unsteady heart-beat,
Coming from my chest,
Where blood rushes to my head
Lost control of the rest.

"What am I afraid of?"
Andranaline rushes in cage,
Let this feeling engulf,
Eager to turn another page.

I had been wanting;
Your breath; To be upon my ear,
The touch; Of your lovely fingers,
The taste; Of your lucious kisses,
And wanting them to linger.

Closed my eyes-
Breathe you in.
Relax my mind-
As it falls into the oblivion.

This is where,
I am meant to be.

Safe inside your arm; Embrace.
Held against your chest; Comfort.
And everytime that we hugged,
It makes me to be the one who's closest to your heart.
-------♥-------
Where do I go from here?
I have no more time to be hesitant! ;3
You're here with me--
I have no fears!

I love you! ♥
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P/s: I tried to post this right on 00:00 am! But I gotten' late for a minute!
My blogger loaded slow, sorry sweetie...

But yeah, I've been keeping this page on and posting while we were playing Guild Wars!
I'd never have forgotten.
It's a very special day.
♥

Anniversary; Coloured Love..

2009-08-18T00:34:00.007+08:00

Do you remember,
When the first time you text me?
Do you remember,
When the first time we've met via online?
Do you remember,
When you took and place my rights,
Because I did not want to webcam?
Do you remember,
What had past behind?

Those are just some familiar memories aren't they.

But they really meant something for me.

I remember all and all, even when by that time..
You asked me wheter I've ate Nasi Briyani.
[I really don't know what's the spelling till' now!]
And I said...
"What's that??" I know, I was really silly for asking, but I really don't.
But when I looked back, at times, things had gotten far serious.
I hardly made you laugh, nowadays.

Not as often as before.

Do you remember this?

[LYN++] JoHnNerS:
Knowing u for such a span of time ,
Wishing i can do more,
But can I?,
Being with you blows me away,
Could you be thinking the same as me ?,
Or was I being scared?,
Will I ever be able to do more,
I am not Good,
But i want to know you,
Have you close,
Your slightest Caress heals,
An Eternity so tender,
Dont let this be a dream.

I'll understand you,
I'll know you,
I'll vow to do anything for you,
Cherish you,
Dont' feel confuse,
Dont' be blind,
I'll give u my sight,
My Life,
My Pride,
I'll help you thru,
Costing me,
Forever will be,
Whether if it hurts,
I will be here for you,
For you,
Are the pearl of my world.

I'm still keeping it till' now. It's the first,
The very first poem that I've got.
That I've loved, and loving until now.

Do you remember?
When we first had a misscomm?
[I don't know how to spell that too..]

When I looked back, it felt silly now. I smiled over it.

Do you remember?
When I was talking to Sookah in Guild wars,
It was in Divinity Coast.
It had do something with liking,
And that you were so so sooo curious about it.
I couldn't take it so I made you confess to me right on the next day.
[Which was on 2a.m!]
In Lion's Arch.
And that you tremble so much, I remember those.
I asked you wheter if it's your air-cond.
[I'm as silly I am before until now..]

By that time, if you weren't the one who declares, I would.
And tell you how much I wanted to be with you.

Do you remember?
When we training for TF2?
I was a medic.
And you praised my healings.
[I know that sounded silly, but I'm flattered.]
I remember when you kept on semi coughing(breathe) on your mic,
When you were giving out briefings,
It sounded so much like a moan to me.
[I know that's even more silly, but I've never gotten high before.]
[Not until that event.]

Do you remember?
When you asked me for a drawing.
Everyone did,
But I only intended to draw for you.
And I gave them lame reasons.
[It's actually because I wanted to make you feel special.]
That's why I wrote my name on it as well.
And your IGN.

Do you remember?
When I gave you the "Dom Andra" song by Kent?
When we were webcaming, you asked me to sing it for you..
But I can't sing.
[It's because I can't whistle out the "Doo doo doo, doo" thing.]
And we had hysteria,
We were laughing as if there was no tomorrow.
[It lasted for 3 days of laughing on the same thing.]
Until now, I still can't whistle like them.
[It's because I never knew how to whistle.]

Do you remember?
When you told me about we should be having intimate,
Kind of love?
[I was too blurr, I thought you meant by cuddling.]
When you said Bonding.
[I was thinking about holding both hands together infront of each other.]

Do you remember?
When we started talking about similiar things,
That we had done and played in the past?
Especially retro games?
[Oh how glad was I to know you're a Jazz Jackrabbit's fan too.]
And by the way,
It's Spaz. He's the little brother of Jazz.
[I LoL-ed when you spoke about Jazz's blaster.]
You still owe me a game of Jazz Jackrabbit 2 together. =]
Remember? We wanted to LAN!

Do you remember?
When I cried so much.
Because I broke the Mori bottle,
And the glowing sand.
[I really gotten broke down by that time.]
That I was craving and picking up all the sands,
With all those broken glasses.
[I still kept the glass pieces, and yes my hand bleed badly by that time.]
How I felt like I've lost my life.
But you said it's okay.
[I know that it was never okay, because it's not okay for me at all.]

Do you remember?
When I was building sentry guns in TF2 during February 2008?
I know it was silly, but I had a feeling that you're a very nice guy.
[That's why I accepted you in my friend's list.]
Although I knew that idiot won't allow me to,
But I still added anyway.
[Who doesn't know that he was cheating behind my back. LoL.]

Here's one of the conversation that I've been keeping..

♥ Is replaced for [more than 3].

Yours,

acolyte ▫ Kyuu ♥ ♥ ♥ Myuu: No matter how painful it is , No matter how difficult it is or even if u claimed my love is fading or whatsoever , I will always have this feeling of wanting u by my side for eternity , Whether in this life or next. I love you.
acolyte ▫ Kyuu ♥ ♥ ♥ Myuu: I will always have that feeling.
acolyte ▫ Kyuu ♥ ♥ ♥ Myuu: Its in my blood.
acolyte ▫ Kyuu ♥ ♥ ♥ Myuu: I love u Unais.
acolyte ▫ Kyuu ♥ ♥ ♥ Myuu: I love u that much.
acolyte ▫ Kyuu ♥ ♥ ♥ Myuu: Please
acolyte ▫ Kyuu ♥ ♥ ♥ Myuu: Let me be with u
acolyte ▫ Kyuu ♥ ♥ ♥ Myuu: together.
acolyte ▫ Kyuu ♥ ♥ ♥ Myuu: Forever.
acolyte ▫ Kyuu ♥ ♥ ♥ Myuu: ♥
acolyte ▫ Kyuu ♥ ♥ ♥ Myuu: I love you.

Mine,

Myuu ♥ Kyuu: "It's not those who are there when you need them, it's who has been there the entire time." - One of the reasons how I fell inlove with you.
Myuu ♥ Kyuu: "How much you've been trying tto put up a reason just to be a firm believer that things happen with a reason." - Another reason why I really loved you.
Myuu ♥ Kyuu: Providing a contrast, you just want to be loved and be seen. [I wanted you to be the person who provides you love.]
Myuu ♥ Kyuu: I won't let your colours fade, grow numb and having an empty page.
Myuu ♥ Kyuu: Accepting the fact that I am here with you now, a believe filled with a composition so complex, almost impossible to believe.
Myuu ♥ Kyuu: A question, do you love me? Understanding that I am the only one who you'd love more than yourself.
Myuu ♥ Kyuu: -I closed my eyes feeling so light- x The day that we were together.
Myuu ♥ Kyuu: Warmth. Comfort though from distance.
Myuu ♥ Kyuu: Eventhough.. it's just word. But it's enough to prolong to the day that I'll pass out.
Myuu ♥ Kyuu: Time revolved slowly... turning into something softer, like listening to a lullaby.
Myuu ♥ Kyuu: "You're my poetry." - Remember the verse?
Myuu ♥ Kyuu: I inspire and admire you. Unbearably sweet like raw sugar.
Myuu ♥ Kyuu: I'm not sure how to express my feelings. Even if it's hard for the outsiders to understand us, in our world.... I will still stand, giving all what I have. I need you in this time of transition more than ever, so keep talking and accompanying me, as I plead. I know, you missed the feeling of belonging and loving.... That's why. I'm your lover. Right now. This very second.

And that I MIA-ed on my facebook, but you asked me not to.
[It's because you don't want to be enganged to an inactive person. I find that really cute.]

There's alot more things... alot more. It's been a long route back there, right..? Johnjohn-kun.. =]

Here's a poem, a prose.
Which I've been wanting to give and present to you.
This poem, represents my thoughts and understanding for all,
What we had been through together. What I felt.

"What Love Is.."

Love?
What does the four letter word means?

Is it the feeling; like when we meet someone,
Where your heart beats faster, turning double pace,
Among all others, you can only see one,
Which we got nervous when we meet face to face?

And when the nights are turning cold,
We'd yearn for the person to hold?
And when we're having a rough day,
We would ask for the person to stay?

Does it feel like; when we see them smile,
It makes your heart skip a beat,
Eventhough we are distant than a mile,
We can still feel their warm heat?

And when by the time we held hands,
Our hands fit theirs with perfect size,
That we wish we had our own land,
Cause' there would be where our love lies?

Does it feel like; when our lips touched,
We can't help it, but to smile,
Know that we felt something so much,
Hoping that it'll last awhile?

Is it like; that time when we're arguing,
And knowing our hearts are dying inside,
But we can't stop ourselves from loving,
Or getting a freedom from this bind?

Even when the feelings might be annoying,
But we know that we love them more each single day.

No matter, no matter, How hard you try-- the feelings won't go away.

Maybe this is what they call "Love",
Feelings express much more than the word,
Much more than what it just felt like,
It's beyond the word "Love" and "Like",
It's destiny for people,
And when you have to let them go,
We'll miss them so much that they will never know.
Love, is Love and Like itself.

Jonathan J. S.K.H. ,

I would like to declare my love for you.
From this day on, we're more than just mere lovers.

I,
N. Unais F. M. Z. [Yuna-tze(tse)] ,

I Lovelove and Likelike you.
I may not express it well here,
But I will someday show you that I,
Would be the best girl who would be dedicating her life publicly for her lover,
I'll impress you so much even if it's in crowd.
When we get to be nearer together.
We have been a year and more as lovers.
I dare to say, I know you very well than others on this moment.

For now,
I'll keep on doing my best. My very best.
To love you and more beyond than the depths of just loving.
I love you Jon. I do. I do.
Till' the day that I would have to leave this world.
Even after.
Remember,

I love you, Jon-kun.

No matter what happens.

Will you still love me when you can't see me anymore...?

I'm very indeed sorry from the deepest depths of my heart,
That our anniversary is soooo ..** for you.
Maybe it's just **.. or some sort.

I really want to meet you, this second.

Heart's Honesty

2009-08-07T09:45:00.000+08:00

Sing me; The melody of love,
Let it spread and proclaim,
Fly free; Like a fluffy white dove,
And free the dancing flame.

Tell me; The words of wisdom,
I have yet learn about the past,
Wanting; for not all freedom,
For our soul will never contrast.

Swim; Into the fervid currents,
Listen as I chant the chorus,
Of destiny that breathes,
In the heart of honest.

Dive; Into another realm,
Swaying as the ballad blooms,
Of a daring princess who,
His lips she would consume.

Send me; The message of an honesty,
Let it be known you meant all,
And let us stregthen the rope of unity,
So we will never face a fall.

Give me; The warmth of your lips,
Let it prove yourself to me,
Satisfies the really needs,
An answer to every plea.

Sink me; Into the pleasure ground,
Where our thoughts would run loose,
All will be brought into one as passion,
And we will make no other excuse.

Take me; Into your fantasies,
Where earthly life would fade,
Be brought by your desire,
Into whatever that pervades.

Love Letter; Something I...

2009-08-06T08:56:00.002+08:00

If you're wondering, why isn't this a poem...
It's because this would be a special post.

There will be few special posts up ahead.

"Beautiful." - Memories; Secret love, 16th-17th August 2008.

Every night and days, you and I had been texting.
For the first time in a very long time, for the first time...
It gave me a really deep, amazing excitement.
Deep down inside, right in my heart.. it gave me smiles,
Everytime I thought about you.
Chatting with you, gaming with you, made me feel alive,
For the really first time in my life.. Very, very.
You filled up my life with laughter, joy and warmth.
I believe, you are the "one". That's "sent" from above.
You came in my life and set the chains down.
Those shackles that has been weighing me down in my whole lifetime.
You made me realise, the only thing, maybe love, I'd want is to be with you.
Attaining your comfort, perhaps love and giving.
With you, in my life... It'll always be true. Pure and innocent heart.
How I gotten happy that I'm your special someone.

I'll be missing you so much when I can't get to game with you especially,
John-kun! =) *Hugssssss!*

By the time when you told me that I am a very special person to you,
It stopped. And all that exists by time was my heartbeat.
There's nothing else, no other people, no noise, no thoughts,
No worries, no yesterday, no past and no tomorrow.
The world stops, it's a very beautiful place...
To only have you, in my mind. There's only John-kun.
Only you. Just you. I loved it the way it is, I really love it,
The way we are right now. Something, the best I've ever felt.
A very first time experience.
You're the only one, who would do and had done such wonderful things.

I was hoping, that you were right infront of my eyes.
So I could stare through your eyes to your very heart.

I really do not know why I am thinking so much about you..
But it feels like you're everywhere in my mind! =)!
I really save this wonderful memories in my heart.

P.s; I've been secretly saving your text messages, will that be okay?
-P.s.s; I don't think but I should give you this silly letter, err.. I hope it's okay with John-kun.. x.x;'

Best best regards, (Since there is no such thing as bestest =s)
Myuu-rin =D! Nyaa~
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You might really be calling me silly for this lol.
But I can't help it. ;}
I wanted to give you, but after I wrote,
I really don't know when will I get to meet you..
By that time, after I wrote I thought,
I won't be giving you for a lifetime.

-I'm typing it out here, it's because I wanna declare my silly love.
-I'm typing it out here, it's because I'm too nervous to give it to you, even now.
-I'm typing it out here, it's because I'm very anxious.
-I'm typing it out here, it's because I think my writing is ugly. LoL!

Wishes; Had I...Had?

2009-08-03T20:35:00.005+08:00

Had I made? A very precious wish,
That would make my life became so fine,
With no stake, to get away with leash,
And I would wish that he would be mine.

Had I dream? A very special dream,
That which I wallowed in all the nights,
With my all heart, right from the very start,
I had dream, that he would hold me tight.

Had I seen? A warm smile lovingly,
That I saw on his face everyday,
With me to see, for free so endlessly,
I would smile, I would smile my life away.

Had I love? A one true love,
That would warm up my soul,
With heart and thoughts, no longer blind,
And he made me turn whole, with our bind.

I had, I had... I had.
I had loved you,
I was loving you,
I am loving you.
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"Divine intervention."

Devoted!

2009-08-01T15:34:00.003+08:00

Fire burns deep within your eyes,
Who I took with no single lies,
A love so strong yet so divine,
Can't help but feel lucky; You're mine.

Rest assured; I'll do all I can do,
Taking it from you with no depart,
Endless love wanting to stay with you,
Hold your hands; Staying close to your heart.

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We're meant to be, we're meant to be!
Our souls stay intertwined.

Haiku: Voiceless Heart.

2009-07-02T18:27:00.007+08:00

Each day I hear you,
Wanting to sing you a prose,
Each day I do not.

So selfish am I,
Happiness, a hand to hold, love,
These what I long for.

Wind blows carelessly.

From dim to light,
Hear warm voice heartken,
Stare blankly at nothing.

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いまでもあんたがあいしてるんー。ずっと。。
あたしわダーリン、どこで？
Missing you. Loving you. Heartache.
”　私は孤独を感じることなく。。。”　さびしいー。。
ごめん。ごめね。。。

Night's Star Lane; A view.

2009-06-22T15:41:00.006+08:00

Star, but never had shun from the other.

You;

Your love is warm and precious,
Your heart is pure and tender,
Your love would stay forever,
Like in heavens; but better.

I vow;

We will never; seperate our direction,
We will never; be on another junction,
Though in a distance we are seperated,
But know, that our hearts won't be divided.

I am;

Fearless of the unknown in the future,
But I am content with life with no suffer,
With a word of a million meanings,
I'll keep on dreaming and yet, wishing.

I.LOVE.YOU

The words;
That I would whisper to your ears,
The words;
That won't be dying for ages,
The words;
That I wrote in all love letters,
The words;
That would make me feel flattered. =P [LOL! Fuzzy na- x33!]

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Sat a moment;
You lead me to where all hatred is exiled,
Was excluded from an untouched perils,
Brought me to an uncommonly tranquil terrain.

Brought To The Brink.

2009-05-04T08:22:00.004+08:00

Echo of my heart- felt so near.

A love so pure and tender,
Beckoned; Afar. Come hither. Wanting you more.
Loved your whisper, soft and sweet,
With gentle; Caress. And it's heat.

A night's division in it's blessing, Having you to talk with everynight.
In another region we're stirring, Eventhough we're in distance.
Fair fortune steered me across, Entrusting you more, loving you more.
Remain hope without a loss. More assurance that's coming.

Like a luscious love soft cushioning, When you expressed everynight.
Warm sunshine constantly abounding, More than just caress.
Broken silence, clear inspiring,
Statured love, soft caressing. Yearning for more.

A feeling, more splendid than my vision- To earn your love.

The beauty, awaited me.

Sprinkled, like a perfume throughout the air.
You're always in my mind.
We flow through emotions. Adds more love through hard times.
Whirling on; Enchanted air,
Standing on; Crisp despair.

Conveying the softest phrases, I really love you, Jon! My darlin'. ;]

Like my lover's breath upon my cheek.
Another soul of my real being.

Plain Sight.

2009-04-07T08:41:00.005+08:00

Brushing off your tears,
This is all you can take.
But never let go.
Strangling,
To break free.
Crawling,
Deep in soul.
Can't bear.
Too far, too late to gain control.
Left with no choice.
Thinking every little pieces of it,
Too far in our scattered minds,
Staring blankly at the wall,
Where we cringe at nights,
Hurted endlessly,
Crying helplessly.
It's cold, but it's colder without you.
Wishing it would've vanished,
Before we started it.
Don't walk away and leave me behind.
I should take it all.
The tears I left you with. I left you with nothing more to say.
Hold my hand.

We're an inch apart. But I wouldn't turn away.
We can withstand everything.
♥ I love you, Jon. Sweetheart. I don't know how react by my own..

A Great Effort; Repented.

2009-03-09T22:43:00.005+08:00

That day, that day,
Where terror will be,
As foretold by the Judge,
For which I will answer.

My noted deeds,
Be bought forth,
Nothing to assemble,
And will be astounded.

Before the day of, reckoning,
That I will burn in eternal fire,
Faults cause me to worry,
I lament like a guilty person.

I wearied myself in finding you.

A spare, a spare.
I'll rise again.
A gift, gift for my forgiveness.
Alas, what will I question?

To what advocate shall I appeal?
Sorry.

Before.

2009-03-07T21:20:00.004+08:00

Woke up, knowing that I was nowhere,
Nowhere near any straight lane. A narrow path.

Stood up.
Stare.
Ahead of me,
Seeing myself standing alone.
Under a tree.
It was about to rain.
And droplets, dropping down.
Drizzling.
Cold air,
Winter-like.
Hearken to my fate, destiny.

And it shattered.
This is where I was wrong.

Addling between a fervent decision?

I knew, I chose the right path.
You're the person. Without a doubt.

Ah, the right one.
Why can't we met earlier. =] I wish.
But,
This suffice. Your love.
is More than anything., there is in an existence.

Thank you Sweetheart.
♥Jag Älskar Dig.

A Glass; soul.

2009-02-23T13:49:00.006+08:00

From our view. # = Yours. * = Mine.

Feelings amongst the old,
When we tried to run; but end up caught, *nowhere to run.
What we fear had been told, #*never mention "Break".
Taken rightfully; shared our thoughts. # Trying to comfort.

Keeping our love and freedom sacred.

Haunted now and structured future, *a fear.
Tears pouring, listening to all was done,
Done more than just a mere fracture, #*I'm broken.
Not moving, scene of danger had begun. #Shattered.

A nightmare that pricks my soul until no more. #Your cold shoulder.

Knowing each and move may cause disaster, #scared of being at fault.
My soul grows weaker, began to wear... #It gets harder.

As my mind wonders, thoughts weaken. #Falter, shatter.

Mind floats, rises to react...

A love for you,
Were only dreams before we met.
It turns out more than a reality,
Wanting it to lasts for eternity.#*
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*Miles away, seeing your reality crashed,
Just behind the glass. Like a broken frame.
Do you know how much I love you?
Your question, is my question as well...
I'm very sorry. Very. But I still do love you...

Well? =P!

2009-02-13T19:44:00.003+08:00

Click the image.

Click, click, CLICK! ;]

Divine Intervention. [V-Day!] ;D

2009-02-13T19:22:00.002+08:00

A post dedicated to Jon. Well yeh my Hunnikinsh. ;D! Durr.

Upon my paths were sent,
A hope that's high and brave, A new day to be dug' for hopes.
Feelings with no discontent,
For I made myself, a slave; for my own feelings towards you.

I'm hallowed out a depth in me,
Where my blood rushes like a wave,
Like a force that grabs my knee,
Something that no one ever gave, You gave me love and care.

Felt a warmth brush by me,
The days became so much brighter, You made me happy.
Care that fills into the sea, I'd ask for more.
That seemed to hold me near. Even though we're in such distance.

More than needing- I became fond,
Feelings I beguiling- Love is formed, For the greater love.
Forged a new addiction,
Brought me deep compassion, More than just affection.

Here I am with my lifted eyes,
'Tis in the shimmering light of care,
Just having you thus' would suffice, Having you is more than enough.
Keeping me with nothing more to bear. No problems addling. ;]

Love,
Myuu.

Reality Dreamer.

2009-02-01T23:50:00.000+08:00

With creations marvellous fair,
Just like palaces of air,
Entranced me so,
And farther go.

Not to wake till' the sun down gleamed,
Thro' dark conciousnes light I dreamed,
I rose, startled, alert and unto the odd,
I paused, thought, into what pulsing world had brought.

One's dream aglow, vage ideas grow.

I am, the day dreamer.

Delight our souls kindred with a tide,
We swept toward eternity,
Just like sitting at the riverside,
That floated onward to the sea.

Twas' but a dream, half kindly half envious,
Like a sweet springtime, and winter's bare,
Twas' that we ranged, chatter the joy of us,
Like a waterfall, and coldlike air.

Held me captive tight and fast,
Struggle and pray in the past,
My puzzled heart that astir,
My thoughts hearken' like winter.

We fared together hand in hand,
Let us waved faintly till' no end,
Yesh' all had revolved changed and fled,
No more broken shattered and dead.

Unlike past soul wonder-wise,
No other person in my eyes.

No loneliness your soul could daunt.
Let's be strong on the surface,
For our reasons' to be meant,
Forget the hurt that surpass. =]
I love you sweetheart. x3!
Illustrated by; Myuu! ^^"

Ps; Whut-? I wrote it for my deardear. =P!

Yesteryear dream.

2009-02-01T23:47:00.002+08:00

Throwing no caution.
I walked pass a bridge, in pitch black.
I stood under a light pole, in rain.
It was ever so cold, as if it's snowing.
Freezing, grieving.

Affirm my fear, mystery containing.

You made a change.
You came out of nowhere, with an umbrella.
The scene turned warm, rapturing gaze faded.
Confronted me.
Hugged me, my tears dwelled.

Whoah, it felt so real..
Explaining why and how I loved you,
Is like explaining colours to a blind person.
Loving you.
Projecting eternity. Took a vow.

Unbearable no more.

2009-02-01T23:47:00.001+08:00

The one faded,
In the pitch black night,
Who asked the stars,
What's the meaning of life?
In a very perfect dream.

[Maybe someday]
I'll let go of everything,
And that's the day.

Ah I just said that.
[Maybe for the last time]

Prolly the feeling's already gone.
Don't ask on what's past,
Don't ask on what's left.
And when I gaze,
It's all over something new,
All I can think about is just you,
Rapturing your dream..

When this missing feeling is filled up,
It's all for you to hold.
With passion I wanna hold your heart,
Wanting to give things generously.

Every step we took,
Heavens knows we're trying,
But sometimes things gets awfully hard,
I have you right here,
Every move that I made was for you,
Like your shadow, holding my breath,
Let me say that your sadness was my fault.

I love you...and I wanna love you more... =P LOL!

Happy feelings awake.

Expect No Expectations.

2009-02-01T23:45:00.001+08:00

From a view, it's like

Ignoring one's phase is like begging a trace for console,
Gaze up the humanity, it's full of jealousy,
Inhumane, trapped by desperation
And moral descrete.

Why?
One's happiness to other is like a fleeting dream,
Dropping the reality and heart fully empty,
Burning in anger and knowing no ounce of greed
Stripped pride and possession for everything.

Senseless hesitation.
Don't you think?
Coping with these disease.
Society's trash.
Hellish curiosity.
To them it's like, finding the perfect prey,
For their fleshly desires.
A speak from my mind,
Like I said, I do no harm.
Stripped my freedom and what did they committed?
Lies deep within and wretched kindness.
Such pathetic ways, I shun.

As,
I have no voice to sit and obey,
Go ahead, forced to decay.
What do I see beyond their eyes?

They, full of expectations.

One's power, won't be able to conquer one's mind.
A guilt you say? Look from three dimensions.
Looking from an eye won't solve the mistery.
Geez.

Infact, I'm laughing due to the highly intense of desperation committed by them.
A fervent one.

I say: Nyeh. Just bored, talk about society, it sickens me.

Immense Poem; Loving An Angel.

2009-02-01T23:44:00.001+08:00

♥
The flocks ' bells tinkled fadely as they went,
I pondered, you slept; when the grass was dank
Blessings descendent from the firnament,
It was a peaceful hour; where minds were blank.
Loving you faithfully without any regret.
Angels and You; were all at rest,
The stars enameled sombre deep,
A slender crescent; sparkled in the west,
Among those flowers, were half-asleep.
I'd give in anything, everything for you, my heart, my life, my death.
The summer was magnificent; profuse,
Lay your shadows upon the sundials low
Let the dank meadowlands; winds unloose,
With leaves-long avenues to fro and blow.
Unexplainable and incomprehensible mix of feelings.
Enrich your love, to full and yet consign,
Afford another day, had to endure
Urge to perfection, to forth and incline,
Like sugarless sweetness, and yet so pure.
Love is not a feeling, it's an ability. A will. Commitment.
I had filled my thought and write endlessly,
With last perfection, I was ever wondering
Just a lofty immense poem, by yours truly,
Yet to filled-to and fro; just for my darling.
I don't just love, I adore, worship, fond, devoted of and to you.

By;♥Myuu. ;D
Doted. Took a vow.
Ps; Remember the day which I mentioned poem? On your curiosity. =]

Meltin'.

2009-02-01T23:42:00.000+08:00

You offered me,
I took your hand in mine,
Had you close against me,
I whispered the truth.
I'm overwhelmed,
Lovers hold,
Numb the pain.
You took a choice,
By some reward.
Flowing colours in minds,
Stood in line,
This is what I call, a bliss.
Your presence is there,
Etched delicately in my mind.
Kept me warm,
Kept me safe,
Just like you're there.

The heat stays.
Iloveyousomuch.
Let it be.
Forever.
I took a vow.
Seeing no other.

Obscured.

2009-02-01T23:40:00.002+08:00

Discarded from my dream,
True that is what it seems
Trying to progress to perfection,
But all I get is misfortune.
A mere fluster.
No longer addling,
No longer assenting.
No longer heartbroken.
I just knew,
I had found
A distance memory,
Heart beats awkwardly.
And that's you.
Tears anew,
I dug till' the morning broke.
Thinking about you all day long.
Here lies me,
'My shadow is my only peramour,
My skin is my only shelter
Imprisons me,
Clawing at these walls
Until my fingers bleed.'
I need your protection.
I fear the darkness that whispers in my ear,
A barring distance, promise not to leave me here.
And I promise.

-Twas, you shall be the life of I, healed,
Your voice awakens the soul inside me.
Ebbed from facade, I'm fettered. You beguiled.
Let love be perdurable.

Confession.

2009-02-01T23:36:00.010+08:00

This is the poetry which I wrote for Jon, last year.
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=P He's my darling now! HA!

First,
Healed my soul,
And.
"I would..."

I fear that you
.Will see everything,
The one that
.Makes you weak.
I can't help
.But to care,
With concern
.In despair.
I want to mean
.Something to you,
Something that I
.Would graciously,
Give everything.
To take all your hurt,
.And to set it free.

Though we're in distance,
But not my presence.
A responsibility,
I'll never take it lightly.

I'll keep you at ease.

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This is how I knew you.
You showed me, something.
You're the first, prolly.
The one who cares for me that much.
You made me weak on my knees,
Even by your slightest touch [Care].

You made me smile brightly.
Even by just thanking,
Will never be enough.
Thank you, thank you so much...
I believe, you know who you are.

Confession. #2

2009-02-01T23:36:00.008+08:00

Second,
I would Do the same.
This..
"Fond embrace..."

Wanting this time to be kind.
And as our minds are interlaced,
Your warmth reached deep inside me,
I want you to know, I'm here,
It's you who I want to truly adore.
I'll give you everything and even more.
Let my soul and mind intertwine as whole,
I'll give you my aid and let it unfold,

It's not comparable,

To what you've done for me.

And never will be.

I crept in like a vision,
Spectrum of hallucination.
Taming strained thoughts.

Realises. A short terse.
More dramatic,
Halfway tragic.

Brandishing benevolence,
Fervent adoration.

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Another verse. ;]
Myuu cares for you. ^^
Zmog I sound so cheesy. LMAO.

Confession. #3

2009-02-01T23:28:00.003+08:00

Third,
I would Do the same. Fond embrace.
But..
"I think..."

I want to bare your load,
And fill you with comfort
We spend time together,
You made me feel good.
We started being friends,
That is all supposed to be
But as time went by,
We seemed more than friends to me
You are one special person,
No one else means more
I noticed so many things,
That I never knew before
Always being there for me,
Knowing that you care
Being with you always,
And took my soul away.

Straining presumed convention,
Appearing in three dimensions,
You revealed the divine mercy,
You're standing here infront of me.
To view what eyes were made to see,
Opaque, to all yet clear to me,
Each sides displays what cannot be,
Sublime forces grabbed my knee,
Interrupting temporal precision,
You'll be the one that makes the decision.

Entwined minds,
Entrusting you so freely.

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3rd Verse. ;]
I just hope you'd actually understand the meanings LOL! XD
xP It's brain twisting.

Awhn. Read? Dx

2009-01-25T10:02:00.004+08:00

Sorry Hunni, I didn't get to post today! x] Heeheeee.

There's suppose to be quite a number of posts that I wanna make...
But!! T____T-!

I have to go! Mmmmh!!!

Hope you love this. =] Hey, it's just 40% completed. =(!
Yea, I made it all. Haaaa!
Not that I don't wanna give you poems nemore,
But instead. I kept them all, so I can post all prolly at once.
Or bit by bit.

Like it? Like it? Love it?? xD!

Love you mish you! xo! Wish me luck! - Shugerr.

What I...

2009-01-23T05:44:00.003+08:00

Once again for assuring.
I promise you,
I'll give you my strength,
When you can't feel,
I'll tell you the truth,
Telling you what's real. Which I will always love you.

Lift hundred pounds of burden,
Knowing a new one will begin,
I'll always keep you sturdy,
When you're feeling insecure.
By providing, supporting and comfort you.
I will be your ears,
When you can't hear,
Even if it takes years, I'll wait for you,
I'll always be here.

I'll be your dream catcher,
Chase away all your fear, Your horrid past.
When you're feeling unsafe, I'm here, I'm here.
I'll give you my faith.

Even though,
I've spend my time crying, By just thinking what I've done wrong.
Without drying my tears,
I'll support you, and trying, Non-stop.
To have courage facing my fears. My past, my biggest fear.
I'll always love you.
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But most of the times, I failed to do so. I can't even comfort you...
★ 「Inner strength, worth more than outward strength ever means.」